WHY did YOU fucking leave him?!?!?!
and WHY didn't YOU try to get me back?!?!?!
Fuck you both! And noone fucking understands this. How could they. There's noone to know, noone in my situation, noone who's unbiased. So I'm fucking alone.
THANKS TO YOU!!!
both
Friday, June 5, 2009
Thursday, September 18, 2008
lalalalaaaaa happy or wut?!
Soooo I'm on holiday. YAY!
No work, no duties, nice food, nice people.. pretty much nice everything. And among all this I still find the time to randomly walk around youtube, check my subscriptions (why the hell am I not getting emails from youtube when they update?!), check out the favs of my subscriptions and stumble upon awesome stuff.
Like this.
No work, no duties, nice food, nice people.. pretty much nice everything. And among all this I still find the time to randomly walk around youtube, check my subscriptions (why the hell am I not getting emails from youtube when they update?!), check out the favs of my subscriptions and stumble upon awesome stuff.
Like this.
Monday, August 4, 2008
Google!
Wow, this is the first site Google shows up upon searching for w7e. Quite amusing. Also, I get around 10 hits every week, even if I don't write anything. Even more amusing. I should check out my statistics and find out what people searched for when they hit my blog. Because I'm pretty sure they didn't search for some random blog. LOL!
So yeah, I've had a couple of not so great experiences - regarding love, what else - but all in all I'm good.
I'm going on holiday soon, which will be awesome. Or so I hope, haha. I might die, which is a serious possibility regarding where I'm going, but I'm not scared. I might be put in jail upon me leaving the country, that scares me more. I might not come home for a very long time, which doesn't scare me either. It would just give me an excuse to not finish my education - again.
Well, I'm starving, so I'll go search for some food.
oh, music!!!! How could I forget!
- Anathema
- Lambchop
- Calexico
So yeah, I've had a couple of not so great experiences - regarding love, what else - but all in all I'm good.
I'm going on holiday soon, which will be awesome. Or so I hope, haha. I might die, which is a serious possibility regarding where I'm going, but I'm not scared. I might be put in jail upon me leaving the country, that scares me more. I might not come home for a very long time, which doesn't scare me either. It would just give me an excuse to not finish my education - again.
Well, I'm starving, so I'll go search for some food.
oh, music!!!! How could I forget!
- Anathema
- Lambchop
- Calexico
Friday, June 13, 2008
Woooow depression... ehm, I mean.. yes!!! Life is great!!!!!
What the fuck is with people?
Ok.. here's the facts:
* I like a person
* we get along really well
* I got a crush and ey are sexy
here's what happened:
* I tried to see em more often
* I put an effort into saying more than just "Hi"
* Ey asked me for how long I'd be around this time
* Ey asked me where my new place is
* I asked em, if ey wanted to go do something on the weekend
* When we met, ey gave me about 5 pieces of advise on how to meet people
* I got a mail from em, saying how the weekends are eir's alone, and for relationship, family, sports, etc
* I sent a reply saying, I only wanted us to be friends, and that it's totally fine.
Thing is:
IT'S NOT FINE!!!
I constantly get turned down. Either I like people who like me as a person, but for all sorts of reasons don't want to be with me. Be it that they want work to strictly stay work, be it that they aren't gay, be it that they are afraid of what might happen.
And the other part of people that do like me... well I don't like them. Not in a romantic kind of way anyways.
Seriously this kind of infatuation REALLY sucks. I fall for the same kind of people every single time. Usually older than me, and with one reason or the other, not to be with me.
I just don't get it.
What's so bad in a relationship or friendship with someone half your age? I have friends who are half my age, and sure, there are thing I don't get and things they don't get, but all in all we really get along.
Stupid bloody piece of shit society!
Back to my relationship with redwine. At least here I won't get turned down.
//on a side-note: I drank my first ever Champagne at work today!
Ok.. here's the facts:
* I like a person
* we get along really well
* I got a crush and ey are sexy
here's what happened:
* I tried to see em more often
* I put an effort into saying more than just "Hi"
* Ey asked me for how long I'd be around this time
* Ey asked me where my new place is
* I asked em, if ey wanted to go do something on the weekend
* When we met, ey gave me about 5 pieces of advise on how to meet people
* I got a mail from em, saying how the weekends are eir's alone, and for relationship, family, sports, etc
* I sent a reply saying, I only wanted us to be friends, and that it's totally fine.
Thing is:
IT'S NOT FINE!!!
I constantly get turned down. Either I like people who like me as a person, but for all sorts of reasons don't want to be with me. Be it that they want work to strictly stay work, be it that they aren't gay, be it that they are afraid of what might happen.
And the other part of people that do like me... well I don't like them. Not in a romantic kind of way anyways.
Seriously this kind of infatuation REALLY sucks. I fall for the same kind of people every single time. Usually older than me, and with one reason or the other, not to be with me.
I just don't get it.
What's so bad in a relationship or friendship with someone half your age? I have friends who are half my age, and sure, there are thing I don't get and things they don't get, but all in all we really get along.
Stupid bloody piece of shit society!
Back to my relationship with redwine. At least here I won't get turned down.
//on a side-note: I drank my first ever Champagne at work today!
Friday, June 6, 2008
Amazing...
I didn't post anything for weeks, and yet I had huge amounts of visitors in May. Where's the sense in that? Kinda weird.
unexplained phenomena
Hmm.. so what happened since my last post. Right now I'd say not much, but of course that's not true.
Let's see:
1) I'm at work again. No marks for my exams yet, but we're handing in the last piece of work today, so now it shouldn't take too long to get them all.
2) I moved into a flat (appartment) with 2 friends. So far it's going really well.
3) I've taken up piano lessons. Worst thing about those is simply, that they're expensive. Second worst thing is all the things I need to re-learn, or haven't learned in the first place that I need to learn now. C major scale.. haha.. but well.. it's not as easy as it sounds. I really like it. The teacher is great, and ey's showing me exactly all the things I haven't learned yet. Although it's a little frustrating, knowing that I played quite advanced Mozart and Beethoven and stuffs, and now I'm stuck with the most simple of things and they are actually hard.
4) Currently not in love with anyone. Quite surprisingly. Loving tons of people, but no infatuation. I'm quite glad about it, since it means a huge chaos-factor is removed from my life for now. There's a person whom I find very intriguing, but ey is - of course - not reachable for me. I tried to ask em out for a date-like thing, but got declined.
5) I'm getting my eyes operated. They'll be putting extra lenses inside my eye, and afterwards I'll be unbound from the burden of glasses! Hooray me. More about this some other time. And just to scare you off, a little video of what it'll be like:
Hum yes.. tons of posts in one. :D
unexplained phenomena
Hmm.. so what happened since my last post. Right now I'd say not much, but of course that's not true.
Let's see:
1) I'm at work again. No marks for my exams yet, but we're handing in the last piece of work today, so now it shouldn't take too long to get them all.
2) I moved into a flat (appartment) with 2 friends. So far it's going really well.
3) I've taken up piano lessons. Worst thing about those is simply, that they're expensive. Second worst thing is all the things I need to re-learn, or haven't learned in the first place that I need to learn now. C major scale.. haha.. but well.. it's not as easy as it sounds. I really like it. The teacher is great, and ey's showing me exactly all the things I haven't learned yet. Although it's a little frustrating, knowing that I played quite advanced Mozart and Beethoven and stuffs, and now I'm stuck with the most simple of things and they are actually hard.
4) Currently not in love with anyone. Quite surprisingly. Loving tons of people, but no infatuation. I'm quite glad about it, since it means a huge chaos-factor is removed from my life for now. There's a person whom I find very intriguing, but ey is - of course - not reachable for me. I tried to ask em out for a date-like thing, but got declined.
5) I'm getting my eyes operated. They'll be putting extra lenses inside my eye, and afterwards I'll be unbound from the burden of glasses! Hooray me. More about this some other time. And just to scare you off, a little video of what it'll be like:
Hum yes.. tons of posts in one. :D
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